| long time no see |
[Jul. 3rd, 2008|01:55 am] |
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Wellllll
It's been "20 weeks" since my last update according to livejournal.
What is there to say about my life in the last 20 weeks?
So much has changed!
I don't even know what i posted about 20 weeks ago.
So much has happened:
Toby - the love of my life. my soulmate. my best friend. my favorite person ever
Graduation!!
Going to NCSTATE. Found out my roommate and dorm today. Sullivan hall 502C. Stalk me! My roommate's name is Brandi and I haven't talked to her yet. but I looked her up on facebook/myspace and I can't make a very good guess of how cool she might be. oh well.
Got a MACBOOK and an ipod touch...the ipod touch doesn't work with my car stereo system (i have an ipod hook up) because it's so new compared to the system...so, i'm thinking about just giving the ipod to my brother. because the ONLY time i listen to my ipod is in the car. i rarely even listen to music while i'm on the computer. surprisingly, i am listening to Less Than Jake currently.
I'm rambling because i am SO bored and i really do not feel like sleeping.
I got a dog! sorta. Technically it's Toby's, but we like to share him. Bandit is the cutest pitbull ever!!!
I have to go to the doctor tomorrow. it's just a check up so i can get my freaking college forms filled out. I HATE the doctor's office. they always ask me personal questions and they look at my pee. whatever...hopefully i'm doing ok...which I'm pretty sure I am. I asked the lady there if i really needed a check up just to fill out some vaccine forms. She said yes, but I don't really understand why. I mean, If I haven't been there in a year, doesn't that mean that i'm healthy and that i have NO need to go to the doctor? whatever, they can suck it.
Hmmm...what else...
My boyfriend is in a popular local band called Dawn of the Dude. He sings for them!
check them out at www.myspace.com/dawnofthedude
At the end of the month they are playing with the RX BANDITS in atlanta. They are Toby's FAVORITE band (living) and he is SO stoked. I'm stoked as well because I absolutely LOVE the rx bandits!
Toby also plays the drums for a band called ALL IN...They are great and he is a really great drummer.
Enough about him though, what else about me?!
hmmm...I made all A's my last semester of high school! hahaha I am lame.
I got a haircut! sorta. it looks the same, really.
Warped tour is soon! I AM SO EXCITED FOR REEL BIG FISH! they are one of my absolute favorites!! It's going to be a good one this year.
4 months later, my parents STILL don't know about my belly button piercing...ahaha
welllll i guess that really kinda sums it up...but it's not like ANYONE ever reads this anymore!! |
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| oh goodness |
[Feb. 11th, 2008|11:09 pm] |
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It's been almost an entire YEAR since I have posted an LJ.
What's up with that?
www.myspace.com/shesredhot205
look me up there! Because that's where I always am.
Lots of things happen in a year, and it's absolutely impossible to try and sum things up.
I've lived, loved, and lost (my dog.)
This year is going great, finally.
It had a rough start.
I've realized I like guys in bands. A lot.
I don't know if this is a coincidence or if it's subconscious, or even if it's just because of my activities and personality.
Whatever it is, I can't get enough of those musicians. About 99% of my relationships/hook ups in the last...2 years(?) have probably been with guys who are in bands.
But I don't mind. Any boy that plays the guitar, bass, or drums is worthy of my heart. At least for a little while.
But I've found my soul mate. He does it all. Among other things. I can't wait to see him again. |
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| Growing up |
[Mar. 1st, 2007|10:21 pm] |
So I'll be the big 1-7 tomorrow.
ok, so maybe not so big.
It might possibly be the most boring year ever
because this is my theory, it's in between 2 major events.
16, you get your license and blah blah blah
18, you're legal and you can get cigarettes and porn and vote.
17? nothing. It's lame and boring. But i'll make it fun!
I'm definitely having a bangin' party on Saturday!
of which, I think my new "boyfriend" is going.
haha Austin keeps bothering me about it.
His name is Adam and he's in the band Dawn of the Dude,
they're pretty big around here.
They went to a battle of the bands or something huge in Florida and they totally took home 1st place. So um, when they get famous I can at least say "hey I kissed that guy in Dawn of the Dude"
I need to call him soon.
I'm growing up, and i've definitely started doing so.
I apologized to this girl i've hated for like 3 years the other day.
I had no reason to really hate her to begin with.
and I didn't want to have to deal with it anymore, we have pretty much the same friends AND we'll have to deal with each other in France. and so, I totally got over everything I had against her a long time ago...so I apologized to her the other night. Things are still awkward but I'm glad I don't have to worry about that anymore.
Well I'm gonna go
peaceout
love ya |
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| It's crazy |
[Jan. 31st, 2007|11:00 pm] |
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This has been probably the craziest month of my life.
In the last month so much has happened.
Drama, blah blah blah, CHILI PEPPERS!, the flu, new friends, blah blah blah.
Exactly a month ago I was chillin with my friends for new years, driving around a drunken Jayson and the other boys. That was a crazy night. I can't really remember though.
(my keyboard feels gross because i was eating popcorn earlier and typing...nasty)
After having an extremely fun night, things got worse, and then better, and then worse again..
gah!
I thought Jayson and I would never talk again, and we didn't for a while, but we do now! we hung out yesterday, and it wasn't awkward! hahaha
Michael liked me and I didn't like him, and now he doesn't like me anymore and I'm thinking "damn...he's pretty hot." fuckin timing! haha
It's funny how things turn out. haha
I had the flu when I went to see Dawn of the Dude, but it was still one of the funnest nights I've had in a while. I was hit on a few times and I still can't help but laugh when I think about it.
Madeline and Jeff...what?!
I had the flu when Zac and I were supposed to hang out, which sucked.
I like the new Fall out Boy cd now... I can't stop listening to it and i feel like a loser! they are SO my guilty pleasure.
I found out JUST today that my car has a spare tire...?! and I've had it since like...july.
hmm
Shane and I have our ups and downs. He is one of those people that makes life worth living. but he is also very confusing. hmm..
Randy and I are talking and hanging out again. He's really weird now though...
I don't even know what else to talk about.
But this has been one of the weirdest months of my life!!
and I have pretty much enjoyed every minute of it. |
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| Tonight! |
[Jan. 23rd, 2007|01:36 pm] |
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I'M SEEING THE RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS TONIGHT!
AHHHHHHH
YOU HAVE NO IDEA
HOW EXCITED I AM!
AHHHH EXCITED!!!! |
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| you |
[Jan. 14th, 2007|11:37 pm] |
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Dear you,
I don't know how to go about saying this. I'm not sure how to say this, to where it will make sense. But here it goes. I like you. I don't know why. I like you a lot. And I'm pretty sure you've noticed. I don't even know how it all started. It was just all of the sudden. We randomly started hanging out, and I would come over pretty much everyday. We were pretty tight. Of course, your last relationship had ended right when we were becoming close so I could easily understand why you wouldn't want to deal with another one. But what I don't understand is all the nights at your house, joking about my awkwardness, watching movies, and acting sexy was about. We didn't talk about feelings. We never do. And Sometimes that's a good thing, but maybe this one was bad. I heard from friends that you wanted to date me, but since you just ended a crucial lengthy relationship you didn't know what to do. So things got a little awkward, i was too shy to ask you how you felt. And then New Years...it was so random. I don't understand. I do understand that we were both not thinking straight and that we probably made some stupid mistakes...but what were we feeling? I genuinely liked you...and i thought you liked me...but everything's so blurry. And I'd rather not ask you how you feel because I'm afraid of being rejected. I like you too much to have my feelings hurt. I guess they already do, hanging on your every word and worrying to death whether you enjoy my company or not...I have come to the conclusion that you don't like me anymore. But I'm sure you at least care about me to an extent. Even though we don't talk or see each other hardly ever anymore (you blame it on your busy life, which I thought was true, but now I blame it on the inconvenience of the both of us) I am hoping you still care. And that's all I can hope for now. Someday maybe I will hope for more, but for now I'm just hoping for things to be back to normal.
Sincerely, me.
To me, the only thing left after a while was that night
we watched documentaries up through morning and then you kicked me out.
You opened up your screen door and threw me off the porch.
It was summer then and I drove home whistling down the pike.
And that was that: our one sweet night together.
Under highway signs I watched our love start fluttering and dissipating.
I counted all the headlights to make sure I was all right.
Now I'm wondering is it me or is it me that can't see silver linings?
So I fucked it up. I watched you go.
I saw my hand not dialing the phone.
All I'm left to do is remember the dull room
we sat in blue stream
light watching the strike of '59.
I dreamed of wrecking my underwear.
Oh can I touch your cheeks somewhere
under dirt filled rainy nights with my socks stuck in the mud?
Please come dive in puddles with me. |
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[Dec. 16th, 2006|03:20 pm] |
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hmmm lets see
lately i have been having fun, i've been slightly confused, and i've been slightly angry
i hate school, i give up.
i hate work, i'm quitting asap.
jayson and i like each other but we wont date because of his current situations.
but sometimes i get weird and think he doesn't like me, it's really confusing. and i dont know what to do. because sometimes we'll hang out and it will be a lot of fun but other's it's like i'm awkward and i suck. i really am confused about it.
i fucking hate randy buford. what a douche. the more i think about it the more i want to run him over in my car. seriously. what a douche silo.
christmas is coming and i've been trying to get everyone good presents. but it's hard to shop for certain people. last year i just got everyone candy but this year since i have money meh whatever. i was too lazy to finish that sentence. sorry.
my 14 year old dog is probably going to die soon. i love him a lot. he's deaf pretty much and my neighbor shot him the other day. what a fucktard. but i think he might be ok for now.
yay i'm going to see rhcp in january
i can't wait for school to be over. i hate it!
anyway i don't have much else to say.
<3 |
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[Nov. 25th, 2006|05:43 am] |
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I don't update this often...which kind of sucks i guess
whatev!
hmm, let's see...
I'M GOING TO SEE THE RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS IN JANUARY I AM SO EXCITED!
lately everything has been going pretty good
i work, which sucks, but i haven't worked often the last couple of weeks, haha and my paycheck definitely shows it. whatev, i dont spend money much anyway.
School is ridiculous but that's expected.
Borat is a hilarious movie. You should see it.
The Nintendo Wii is a lot of fun, and this is coming from someone who hates video games!
Even though Randy and Riley hate me now, I am happier now than I ever was being friends with them. Hanging out with Jayson and the crew has been a lot of fun! Friday nights, movies, sonic, dane cook, saves the day, blockbuster, everything has been so awesome!
I get my after nine license monday, finally. I no longer have to be sketchy about driving past nine (which I do often.) Coming home at 1am will no longer be as scary as it used to!
I like Saves The Day and Less Than Jake a lot now, thanks to Jayson.
Stranger than Fiction was an Ok movie, not what I expected. I've also seen Accepted / you me and dupree / borat / other movies lately...probably because Jayson likes movies and works at blockbuster.
I painted my name on my closet doors today just in case i ever forget it...:) |
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[Oct. 28th, 2006|02:29 pm] |
So lately has been pretty good.
But I work so much. It sucks! I have to work every Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. It pisses me off.
But I'm too scared to ask for some time off. oh well.
School sucks too.
I want Rachel to come back from Brazil! I miss her a lot.
I wish I had something interesting to say but I dont. I'm sorry. |
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[Oct. 19th, 2006|02:00 am] |
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So lately it's kind of sucked.
Some things have been fun like homecoming and camping with Drew, Jesse, and Nick. But other things have kind of sucked.
But I will not post about emo things and such because I'm cooler than that! so yeah.
Today I had a horrible random nose bleed at work and now i have a stomach ache and it's gross. ew.
Yeah I don't know who reads this anymore or not so I can't really say much.
Sidebar: I hate school.
the end |
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| *sucks at blogging* |
[Oct. 10th, 2006|02:31 am] |
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Update: simply put, everything sucks. |
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[Sep. 20th, 2006|10:28 pm] |
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so randy and i broke up
but i'm not really upset about it or anything.
i really do like him.
but whatever.
i can't change his feelings. he just "doesn't like me anymore"
oh well.
...there's always Drew. except not cause i have no chance with him and his hotness hahah |
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[Sep. 7th, 2006|10:54 pm] |
Sorry I really do suck at updating these days
between work and school. gross.
but all I really have to say is that I'm pissed.
Why did Steve Irwin have to die?
I want to go smack that stingray in the face and say "damn you!"
:( |
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[Aug. 16th, 2006|04:10 pm] |
whoa, since when did new found glory make a new album/come out with a new single?
i've been missing out apparently.
..meh i don't really like it that much though.
however, the song "idlewild blue" by outkast, is really freaking awesome.
man, fuck work, i dont want to work today. |
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